I've been to my therapist.
A lot.
Wake up, eat, see Hemswoth go home sleep.
I still feel so empty inside.
Look I don't know what's been happening with Adam, he keeps trying to call me, I don't even want to think about him. Veronica is dead, my mother lives 4 states away.
I still have the...Ecto.
I know a lot fo you readers have told me not to.
But I don't know what else to do.
I went to church Sunday...prayed my fucking hardest....I still feel dead.
I'm going to inject I think.
There must have been...a reason why she did this...maybe this will help?
If anyone has any experience in their life with drugs, and...can help me? Could someone help me? I just want this pain to dull. Haha, might as well engage the same fate that she did right?
EDIT:
I never could figure out the password for that file.
I just don't even care.
She left me and then killed herself.
DO NOT TAKE IT.
ReplyDeleteStfu, Now Matthew, I'm quite the expert on drugs, Whatever you need to know. Just ask me.
Delete>when you try to persuade them even though they're not even going to listen to you
DeleteThe strength of the kind can be a good thing.
ReplyDeleteI'm telling you Matthew, there's more, there's so much more.
I can't help you more than you can yourself